child

sorry, if i got wrong or anything that you didn't like to will be. i'm just a child of love. so child to got right. my emotion was uncontrolled. i'm just a teenager. not too young and not too old. i'm in the middle of my growth.

sometime i hate all of your friends. i just want to feel "together". only you and me. both of us, spent the time to cross the night. not to only send a message and wait for a replied. it was a relationship, built with a faithfully and trust. not built with a lot of messages and incoming calls.

i don't want to demand you to be a girl that i want.
i know it's  too earlier. but this love was so sick.
sorry, i don't want to pushed you.
sorry . i'm too childish

I never met this girl before, she said like she was not come from this world, i though that a girl was come from venus was right

In the night, i got a message from her. She said a lot of thing that yaaah i didn't know what she mean. But, she made me so comfort. i didn't know again what she had done, i just tought that a fallen angel was right.

I just don't know where is her home, is on venus or heaven. Or in other galaxies maybe,
but no matter how far it is, my rocketship was ready to pick you up :)

Niatnya sih gaul. Tapi pas baca postingan sbelumnya jelek banget yak bahasa inggris saya. Mungkin harus lebih ditingkatkan lagi ^^ keep movin forward

Nothing

Semua yang terekam tak kan pernah hilang
aku masih ingat setiap menit yang kita habiskan berdua
meski kebanyakan kita habiskan dengan menunggu dan sambung menyambung pesan singkat

aku masih ingat saat kita pertama bertatap muka
raut muka lama tetap tak kehilangan pesonanya
tetap indah, dalam balutan lembut senyumannya

aku masih ingat saat pertama kali kita bertengkar
saling mencoba menyalahkan diri sendiri. Mencoba menekan lajunya ego yang siap lepas kendali. Indah

dan aku masih ingat saat dimana akhirnya kita berpisah. Yah, masih membekas jelas
masih jelas teringat lontaran2 saling menyalahkan tanpa ada pemahaman, teringat jelas ekspresi kekesalan untuk dimengerti.
Hingga akhirnya semua berhenti, semua hilang, semua usai.

Yah, aku masih ingat. Dengan jelas. Dan mungkin, masih cinta.

It will be better whit you

Tonite is the first week we aren't belong
i always makin a note about you, about us and a thing called love

it's so hard knowin that your not mine
and the feel became hurt in every message you take

can i stop thinkin you
put the memories behind
but i know i can't change
without you

stop spellin her name lookin an another blow
i hope it will be better
without you